They Say Time Heals

The question I ask myself constantly

Is why I let myself be there for you openly

You’re emotionally unavailable and yet knowingly

I allowed my heart to place this lasso grip on the idea of who you will be

I know better than to like anyone for potential

Yet here I am looking dumb as fuck at my fundamental

I saw you and my senses left themselves behind

And now I sit here- hung up on every line

Listening and watching you laugh

feeling broken knowing it’s just fun to have

Nothing will grow or sprout from this

I’m just reaching at a box of dreams when there’s none left to grab in it

But ——- your aura gives me protection

Your smile fills me up and I know I shouldn’t pay attention

To the way you have me lighting up any time you’re mentioned

Yet you call and my heart flutters, I swear I only have good intentions

If I could sign on the dotted line to give you a smile- I know people who would sign that petition

For your heart because even they can see you’re different

They say time heals – but what’s time when every second with you is the only moment worth a mention

I want to be the gold that fills up the cracks in your broken pottery

So you feel the shine gleaming off of yourself – you are a novelty

You are anything and everything I could have ever prayed for

But I’ll just watch you leave and pray you get the blessings you working towards

They say time is relative so I’ll just put this in perspective

Waiting ain’t shit if I’ll get my forever out of it

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